Friday, April 23, 2010

Please don't take my sunshine away

He is my sunshine...

You are my sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray, please don't take my sunshine away

My biggest fear is to lose my last living child.  He's 5 years old and perfectly healthy but still - the doctors can tell us nothing for certain about his chances of developing the disease at an older age than his sisters.  We think he's okay.  We think he'll live but part of me is waiting for the floor to drop out from underneath me yet again and he will get sick from something and we'll know he's going to die too.  I'd say God, please no... but I already did that twice and it didn't work...

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