When I think of Tinkerbell, I think of my daughter Bree-Elle. I remember, in utero, she was my most active child. I said at her funeral that she kicked like a little ninja. She was spunky and giggled and laughed and smiled her little heart out. Her daddy could get her to laugh the best! I just know that she would have been our Tinkerbell, spunky and cute and sweet but a little wild and fun too.
Tomorrow is the day that she died. November 13th. Her 7 month birthday. There are no words to say how much my heart hurts. She is dead and never coming back and that KILLS me. It is physical pain, nausea, headaches, tears, and lots of numbness in the end because I just can't take any more.
But if I am able to do something, I always find some happiness in scrapping. Thank goodness for that. And for my hubby and sweet son - the reasons I'm still here.
Today, I made a page for my Bree-Elle and her big brother. He loved her so much. He wanted to always be around her and it surprised me but he was never jealous or anything. I guess he understood even then that she was special and wasn't going to be around long. He still misses her but he's forgetting her and that hurts too. So I did a page for him to help remember her and included Tink as a special memory of my spunky Baby Bree.
Kit Credit: Kellybell
The fairies on my page were scanned (at 300dpi), extracted, and embellished by me. I have them as a special freebie for you in memory of my Bree. Download them here.
Sending hugs to you,
Denise aka A Grieving Mommy