Friday, November 12, 2010

A Special Page for My Little Fairy Daughter - and a Disney Digital Scrapbooking Freebie

When I think of Tinkerbell, I think of my daughter Bree-Elle.  I remember, in utero, she was my most active child.  I said at her funeral that she kicked like a little ninja.  She was spunky and giggled and laughed and smiled her little heart out.  Her daddy could get her to laugh the best!  I just know that she would have been our Tinkerbell, spunky and cute and sweet but a little wild and fun too.

Tomorrow is the day that she died.  November 13th.  Her 7 month birthday.  There are no words to say how much my heart hurts.  She is dead and never coming back and that KILLS me.  It is physical pain, nausea, headaches, tears, and lots of numbness in the end because I just can't take any more.

But if I am able to do something, I always find some happiness in scrapping.  Thank goodness for that.  And for my hubby and sweet son - the reasons I'm still here.

Today, I made a page for my Bree-Elle and her big brother.  He loved her so much.  He wanted to always be around her and it surprised me but he was never jealous or anything.  I guess he understood even then that she was special and wasn't going to be around long.  He still misses her but he's forgetting her and that hurts too.  So I did a page for him to help remember her and included Tink as a special memory of my spunky Baby Bree.


Kit Credit: Kellybell

The fairies on my page were scanned (at 300dpi), extracted, and embellished by me.  I have them as a special freebie for you in memory of my Bree.  Download them here.
My plan is to spend some time making a freebie kit in memory of Bree tomorrow on her Angel Day so hopefully I can dig out of the pit of grief and do that.
Sending hugs to you,
Denise aka A Grieving Mommy

14 comments:

Julie L. said...

Denise--what a beautiful page for your sweet little daughter. Thank you for a gorgeous freebie, too. Have a good weekend!

Mel!ss@ said...

Denise ...

I adore that page you made ... how beautiful. It is so wonderful that you have this creative outlet to create things in remembrance of your beautiful girls. Your strength amazes me ... as well as your talent.

{{many hugs}}

mel!ss@

jpickett22 said...

Thank you so much. These are beautiful. My heart goes out to you and your girls. Thank you for sharing your talents and story of loss with all of us.

Charlene said...

You and your girls are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you in these days and always.

She-She said...

Beautiful. All of it. Hang in there! Thank you for the freebie :)
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Ruby said...

Thank you so much for sharing your talents with us!
What a wonderful way to honor your daughters.

Tammy said...

Th♥anks for sharing your time and talents with us.

4 My Babies Scraps said...

Denise, thinking of you today...hoping you find some comfort on this difficult day.

Monkey Toes Too said...

Thank you!

Lois Michael said...

Thank you for sharing your special little girl with us. She is beautiful and must have been too perfect or she wouldn't have been called Home. We just went through this in September and you are helping us more than you know. Your family is in out prayers. Thank you again.

Cheryl said...

Thanks Denise these are great! Your layout is so beautiful!

Sara said...

Your page is so pretty. Thank you so much for the freebie as well.

deb said...

The page for your daughter is lovely.

Susan Easley said...

Incredible. We have several adopted daughters that came in different colors so I can use ALL these beautiful fairies!! Thank you SO much!